Seems that when you are supposed to be thinking sense, your mind conjures up surprizing loopholes.
Think big lecture hall. Now next to me is Emo Kid. I can derive this from the way he looks very tormented with his Stussy T, beanie and rufflesome blonde hair. (big up, Mike)
In front of him sits Hilary Duff, all post-smooch pink lipstick with bottle blonde hair and an airhead aura about her.
And the guy standing in front doing the talking is Joseph Fiennes mixed with Stuart Townsend. Yum....erm...not that I was looking :P
And then I saw he's married. Momentarily Im thrown...I mean....attractive young man...married?? (Well now you can retaliate with quips like "well when the hell do you want to get married??") I know I know. But all im saying is, not very soon.
He was like , model pretty.
Maybe Ive just read to many FHM's. Ive bought into the (generalised)male mindset of "have your fun while you can".
Or gotten used to my freedom. (which is good or bad, depends on how you look at it)

I mean, women want to be married and have kids right?? RIGHT???!?!?
21st century mindshift i suppose.

Mom seems to think Im going to get my degree, find a hot young chemical engineer and have lots of smart babies for her to fuss over. All that before 28.
And that is damn scary.
I think im having pre-settling jitters.
Or alternatively Ive bought into SoffyO's paranoia about everything.
(i still love ya soff!!!dont hate me!)