Is exactly what I need. Last week's rants from Mike and EJ who were badgering me to go have a cider has finally hit home ( i know, it takes a week for me to come to a realisation...!) and a crazy night out is what I very desperately need. Right after the poetic night of sulking, clutching someone or something and thinking of how absolutely broken me heart feels. The fact that it's not broken has nothing to do with it. one word : verlange. that's all im saying.

Anyways. And before someone starts implying that im a drunkard (*cough cough*) a night out doesnt necessarily mean indulging. It could, but it doesnt necessarily does.
I just need to go dance- completely relinquish control of my body and do what it wants to do.
All the songs that warrant an unhealthy amount of sex appeal to go into your dancing.
Im going too far, I know. But ive been cooped up watching series for too long, I really do need to get out.

And Ive only noticed this now, but this one guy I was chatting to the other day, Dylan, is currently on msn, but his profile pic is one where....well....I dunno how to put this. He took a picture where his back and butt is facing the camera and he's wearing *white* undies. I feel ashamed just taking a peek. He's amazingly toned - would put alot of guys to shame, but....well....WHY? Why post almost-nude pics of yourself?